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stand stillMy first memorystand still by ~chaoskitty659
Is of you smiling
As you held me up in the air
Lion King Style
My second memory
Is a hospital room
And pain in the back of my skull
After hitting the ground
I remember
The doctor looking up
Flipping his notepad
And asking
"How did this happen?"
You look at the doctor
Utter a nervous laugh
And state your mantra
"She tripped and fell"
When I came home
You were silent
And avoided me
As much as possible
Then I walked down stairs
And you were there
You whirl around
And hit me on the neck
I remember
The doctor looking up
Flipping his notepad
And asking
"How did this happen?"
You pat my head
Lick your l

at a glanceYou ask me if I've eaten today lying through clinched teeth I hiss yesat a glance by ~chaoskitty659
Looking back at me half skeptically you shake your head at my wasted beautiful body
It's not that you hate me, but I've become too much for you. And like so many others
You have given up on me
And this hurts me more than anything
More than the lies that are told about me
More than the needles I jab up my veins
More than the force of his fist on my face
More than the release the blade brings me
But what hurts the most is a false promise sealed with a kiss.

SubmissionIt all starts with a slap at a simple mistakeSubmission by ~chaoskitty659
it progresses with a kick reverberating from the skull
'You'll love it' you say, as you usher me upstairs
Hiding emotion using scars and sleeves
I love you, you say to me while all i feel are bruises
But now I'm tired of the lies and tired of believing you
But I'm weak so i tell you what you want to hear as you
Slap me back into submission.